if i keep a constant speed

Sunday, February 08, 2009 @ 2/08/2009 10:39:00 AM

Good Bye red blushes...

Its been fun!

PS:Ask me for my new blog address.

Monday, January 26, 2009 @ 1/26/2009 08:21:00 PM

Before embarking on another beautifully messed up journey. I decided to leave some final traces of red blushes.

What began as a slightly over aged tweenager writing in this blog whom just starting to bloom in a different school. Who's emotions are like wild fire. She who was so intrigued just reading horoscopes and fuddy duddy fortune telling hocus pocus stuff. Feeling CONSTANTLY confused about everything (especially about boys). Thinking way too much and running away way too fast. I cannot imagine how i made it through my entire poly life being so clumsy and blur. Everytime i think i might actually be in some really deep shit.. i somehow or rather manage to bump and crash into something better. I remember constantly thinking how lucky i am to have gotten outta so much trouble just being blur. Mum always inserts the " sha ren you sha fu" speech in me.

Then it evolved into much more bitching and blogging about incidents about school, about course mates, Bioengenes club activities, Coming late to class and tagging along with sherms so we can tell mr danker that it was about club stuff, Sending little notes to Bioengenes club members to perk them up, Our Floorball event, Bumping into Alan in block 25, Cleverly avoiding Alan in engineering school, The japan trip in april with groupies, talking about missing our bf s with roomie (nat) the 5 days we were in japan. Engineering Project Show showcasing our projects, Samuel sending me that very sweet green tea flavoured gesture, Natasha and her sloppy - aggressive attitude, Zaid's Japan incident, Kumar driving us to S11, Sneaking outta school from the back gate at 2am! Liy preventing me from tearing my hair apart during FYP, Justin's surprise kiss(i cant believe you did this to me!!),Hanging out at short ciruit and bread board canteen, thiong Ming's underaged friend's inflatuation(i feel horrible bursting his bubble), walking into the boys toilet and LOL in there for at least a full 30 seconds before walking out and discovering that my coursemates were outside, sports complex outdoor lab experiment, Being part of Program Com in the TP Orientation, Working part time as a dental nurse, Watching some random semi-porn thing with fifi and sherm and the ret of BICU2, My missing lab partners who always need to do morning business and thus leaving me to do it!(sherms and Kok weng!), My first subject with and F (E marketing), taking a Supplementary paper and thankfully passing it, Going to Applied science school to bunk in with them for science classes, Vomitting in Squash practice, After school and in between classes squash sessions. Sharing with Poly mates how much sam means to us. Graduation! Mummy came and we took nice pictures, The guys in uniform during graduation. Hosting Cook outs and Cooking for people i love!

Then.. some things changed some relationships evolved when i decided not to think too much and run away when i was scared. I started blushing more... Starting my very first "real" relationship.. *giggles* As scary as the thoughts my mind put into my brain of how frightening it might be. I;m so glad i choose to ignore all those thoughts and listened to my heart. I cannot tell you how hard it was to listen to that thump thump heart, with all those noisy thoughts buzzing in my head. Afraid i would say the wrong thing, afraid of acting wrongly, afraid of entering a grey area i wasnt sure about., afraid of too much changes(i guess?), ultimately afraid of falling in too deep. I find myself very fortunate that he was very patient with me, very understanding and supportive. I appreciated how he was always straight forth in a kind way to me. Though we have very different personalities, i do believe that was what kept us both intrigued or at least kept me intrigued. I felt safe sharing quite a bit of my family with him. Things i only told my closest friends late in 2008. I cant believe i didnt tell weisze or sam till that recent. I;m glad i shared with him all that and in return i felt a little closer to him. before you know it 6 mths passed. I couldnt believe how committed i was. I honestly had a almost.. near... feeling that this was it. But for multiple small reasons and with my mind running like a in built roller coaster i decided to take a break from all the intensity. I'm we both know now that we somehow contributed to this ending. Nevertheless, its a valuable learning experience. I absolutely did not expect any fairy tale, in fact this journey with you bumpy hell of a ride but in my opinion its just the way life should be! We all probably need to drum that in to ourselves more. Haha.. No way we can turn back time and all that so we move on. I do prefer us much better before as really good friends, but i probably wont erase that part of it if i could. I know i havent said this to you before but thank you for your commitment and also those mysterious sms-es of motivation after the breakup. =)Well, I guess we are both doing pretty well in our lives right now and i'm glad for us. Ooh! The next guy thanks you in advance(whoever he is) for the things you had to go through =)

Ouh! Then comes the 2nd part of redblushes era were work took a front seat. A battle with the aunties in the heartland clinics. The Docs crowning me practice manager in the ang mo kio branch. HR manager's domineering yet compassionate teachings. One very small colleague telling me that she aspires to be like me. Volunteering for private tutoring. Arguing with unreasonable aunties. Alot of she said she didnt say and biased gossip. Learning to understand how the 2 bosses attitudes towards situations was. Learning to be independent at work. Learning to be smart at work. Learning to listen calmly. Not Letting my emotions take me by the nose. company trips to brisbane. Aussie Consultant and suppliers bragging about me to my bosses! (whahaa!). Loads of seminars. Las vegas and West virgina trip on my 22nd birthday!!! I cant believe i was screeching like a school girl on the plan half way across phili that its my birthday again! ( note:time difference). my painful experience with the pregnant girl. She honestly can keep getting pregnant for all i care. The arrival of my hocus pocus dentist! She is amazing really and so sweet. Learning to speak better in "prime speak". Drowning myself in good self help business books. Enriching my team with the books i borrow. Motivating my colleagues to the goal. Case presentations on my own. Sucessfully clinching a $6500 treatment plan. Dr Yap's message to say he was proud of me(he rarely praises anyone kay!). Also dental classes on mon,wed,sat.

Ookay.. something more recent. Facebooking! Getting to know "Mr Lim" who was a odd mix of fong and sherm. Touchy feely "Mr totally indonesian chinese ignatius" who's ego was huge and words flowery.*rolls eyes*. "Mr Devil lian" who is kinda sweet but totally scared me when he insisted on singing to me on the phone to sleep. *frowns with mouth open*. "Coin pouch Mr Sim" who i suspect is seriously deaf in one ear. How can someone mess up ketchup and turn it into Kway Chap! Hillarious really. Also mr social worker who brought me to the bird park and mentioned that he has possibly bipolar personality. Being stalked by Mr Simon who calls at super odd times of the day multiple times just to talk about the weather.*Bangs head on wall* and also "Mr Kenny" who gets mad and cant get a hint really. "Mr Party" who is kinda weirdly horny when he is semi drunk. Haha.. the people you meet on facebook.

Anyways end of the facebook meet new people era. Right this moment i;m excited about the future and what 2009 has to offer. I want to also get back all the good stuff i kinda chucked away because of work and all and start doing the things i enjoy the last few years. Tons of new stuff planned for this year that i will mention soon in my next blog. Your patience dear friends will pay off soon!

Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 1/22/2009 10:49:00 PM

Gonna take a break from all this.. aha..

2009 Woot~

Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 1/18/2009 03:19:00 PM

I had the mood to write something cheery..

I had the time to write something cheery..

I had the feelings to write something cheery...

Then... I smelt him .... And i knew he came home..

So much for writing something cheery.... HA -HA

@ 1/18/2009 02:33:00 PM

Happy Pills..

Sunday, January 04, 2009 @ 1/04/2009 08:39:00 PM

Today i miss the pork chop..

He has seen the most terrible side of my cloudy mood swings.. with all the saliva and tears..and still treats me special.. even when i sometimes take him as my venting outlet(which he oddly enjoys).. I dont need to be nice about things.. i express with all sincerity my honestly... I like how he lets me do all that and is still always on my side...Hmm.... I'll never forget you...

Friday, December 26, 2008 @ 12/26/2008 09:48:00 PM

Gone for hongkee.... jammed packed super spree hongkeee!!

Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 12/22/2008 11:04:00 PM

Plans for hongkee
Hotel: Royal View Hotel
Website:http://www.royalview.com.hk/eng/index.html
Nearest MRT: Tsuen Wan

There is a shuttle bus service available from the hotel to Tsuen Wan MTR Station, Tsuen Wan West KCR Station, Tsing Yi Airport Express Station and Tsim Sha Tsui. From here, you are a 20 minute journey from Hong Kong International Airport and enjoy easy, convenient access to all the region's attractions, including Asia World Expo, Disneyland and Tsim Sha Tsu

Wired internet is available in the hotel rooms and costs HKD 40.00 per hour.
Check in time: 2pm
Check out tim: 12pm

Mini FYI

When you purchased the Octopus Card or the Day Passes, you will get also a mini map of all the MTR stations in Hong Kong and a brief information about exciting places that you can visit and their directions as well.

SHOPPING and recreation

1) City gate outlets mall (Factory outlet mall)

The mall is most accessible via the subway MTR. Alight at Tung Chung station and link to the mall via Exit C. If you're travelling from Hong Kong International Airport, board buses S1, S52 or S64.

The mall is opened from 10:00 am - 10:00 pm daily.

2)Longest Outdoor Covored Escalators

Central Mid Levels Escalators which is for free, it takes you from Central through Soho (which has good shopping and restaurants) up to the Mid Levels. The ride is free and takes about 20 minutes if you don’t walk. If you go really early please be aware the escalator goes downhill instead of up.
Do the MTR fare saver thing.You get HK$2 when you swipe your octopus card over it.

Try to catch these few places while escalating
- G.O.D.
-Select-18 (57-59 Hollywood Road, Central) (vintage shop)
- Low Price Shop
-do walk along the famous stone steps of Pottinger Street.

3) IFC mall
@ central station

to look out for lane crawford,hugo boss,zara

4)Granville Road
Gi shopping arcade
Location:34-36 Granville Road(Tsimshatsui take underground train (MTR), take the B2 exit at Cameron Road)
Granville Road is where you’ll find a huge assortment of garments that won’t hurt your wallet. Blouses and shirts start from HK$30-$40 though you can come across items for less than $20.

Explore the export fashion shops like Uno Oun, Sample Nook, Westwood, Stock Made, Lok Wah Top Place and more. Check out Lung Shing Dispensary (tel: 2367-9274) for a variety of low-cost skincare and hair-care products. Similar shops include Sa Sa and Bonjour, and upstairs outlets such as Queenbee, Tectonic, Trippy and Japan Retail (JR).
You’ll find skincare and cosmetic products on the ground floor, accessories on the first, clothes and shoes on the second and household products on the third. Visit Shiru (www.shiru-cosmetics.com) on the ground floor for high-quality Japanese cosmetics at very reasonable prices. On the second floor look for shop 226 that has friendly staff and sells items from L.A.M.B (http://l-a-m-b.com/default.aspx) at 50 percent off.

5)Market place @ Mong Kok Station
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At the MTR Argyle Street D2 exit,

Location: Argyle Centre which sells cheap fashion items – a T-shirt will set you back at just HK$30 (US$4). Another street which sells similar items plus some export or import fashion is Fa Yuen Street North (MTR B3 exit). Check out Me & George Import Shop. Their prices start at HK$10 – no kidding.

Also in Mong Kok

6)Marionnaud Paris (101 Nathan Rd, TST, tel: 3541-9651
French cosmetics
Sephora (Hollywood Plaza, 610 Nathan Rd, Mongkok, www.sephora.hk) that promises a user-friendly hands-on experience. The Sephora store is huge and will appeal to the younger set.

7) ladies street
Mong Kok station on the red line (not the Mong Kok East station) and get off. Then get out of the station through exit D3. Walk a few steps back to Argyle Street then turn right. Turn right at the next cross street, Tung Choi Street. You're at Ladies' Market.

8) Nathan Road
Nathan Road is a main road in Kowloon running from TST to Mongkok, through Jordan and Yau Ma Tei, with shops all along.

8)H&M (Shopping link)
Location:Elements Kowloon Station (Austin Road West Kowloon)
Location:LangHam Place Mongkok Station

Recreation
1)“Symphony of Lights”
staged every night at 8:00 p.m
20-minute Symphony of Lights show, a spectacular display of laser beams bouncing off 33 key skyscrapers on both sides of the harbor. Accompanied by synchronized music and commentary, the sound and light display depicts the growth of Hong Kong from a sleepy fishing village to the dynamic world-class city it is today.

2)Tsim Sha Tsui’s Avenue of Stars
Exit E of TST MTR Station

3) ocean park
$208 hkd opens from 10am to 6pm. Closed on Monday.
From the Tsuen Wan station, we took the train to Admiralty Station. There, go to Exit B and take bus no. 629. about 30 minutes through Hong Kong city

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